Dreams

Does anyone know if dreams play any role or have any significance to a womans cycle? Like timing wise?  I have heard that dreams are a symptom of pregnancy.  Of course that is not a possibility right now.  But I am expecting AF any day.  At least I pray she is here soon!  I am really looking forward to starting the next cycle!  I never imagined myself praying to get my period! lol.  and next month I will be praying that I dont! lol.

Anyway the last 2 nights in a row I have had dreams alllllll night long.  The same story went on alllll night long.  Both nights were 2 different stories but on each night i dreamed the same thing alllll night. I feel like I woke up everytime I rolled over and I went right back into the dream.  The first night I dreamed that I drove my van out onto the iced lake and it cracked and my van sunk.  I got out and there was a little girl on the ice at the time that fell in when it cracked.  The 2 of us worked our way back to shore.  Every time we tried to crawl up on a large piece of ice it cracked and we fell back in.  We did make it to shore.  I was so upset and felt soooo stupid.  I hate being on the ice so I had nooooooo clue what i was doing out there.  I knew better.  I had commented about the people being out on the ice not being smart.  And to top it all off in the dream I had done the same thing with my old van.  Drove it our on the ice and sunk it.  I was so scared of what people were gonna say about my stupidity.

then in last nights dream I dreamed I was in college. (I have had the im back in school dreams before I hate them!)  this time I had 2 roomates and we were setting up our dorm room.  It was the biggest dorm room I ever saw.  We were so excited.  Till we saw that we didnt have a dorm and that people walked through our room to get to other places!  such a dumb dream but i dreamt it all night long! lol

Forgot to mention that in the dream I was having some sort of financial trouble while in college and my dad out of the blue wrote me a $4000.00 check!  wouldnt that be sweet!? lol

2WW

Well Im in the 2WW.  Not exactly the 2WW that I would want to be in!  Nope Im trying to patiently wait for AF to get here....again.  I WILL TTC next month!!!  I just have to.  Next month is my month I can feel it.  I finally saw the egg size that I needed to.  It was great to see something go right.  I did end up going in on CD13 instead of 14 for my U/S.  We found 1 good follie on the left side and it measured 2.18!  My biggest up till that point was 1.82.  Not big enough Dr wants at least 2.  The bad news is that because of the Clomid my lining was not thick enough.  I was very disapointed in my Dr for not giving me the estrogen fro this cycle.  With the last cycle on only 50mg Clomid we dont even think I O'ed at all and I def had a thinner lining.  So why didnt he just put me on the estrogen right then for the next cycle along with the 100mg of Clomid?  Anyway he didnt so after my US he said that he would I went and picked up my clomid for CD5-9 and the estrogen for CD7-12.  I am supposed to go in again on CD14.  I am on CD20 right now and trying to stay sane!  The waiting just to keep waiting is crazy!  I sooo thought I would be waiting for a BFP at this point.

So I had gone in on CD13 for the US which was early but i felt it was time. the egg was bigger than any of my other tries but think i was too early.  on CD14 I got the biggest, fastest most obvious LH surge I have ever seen.  I couldnt believe it.  it was a dark line and it came up fast.  Maybe thats what its supposed to be every time!  So I called the dr and asked if i shoudl come in to get checked again. Perhaps i did jump the gun and it was too late?  they never called back which annoyed me.  Then on CD15 I got a "peak" result on my clearblue easy monitor.  I am just so happy to see that I O'ed even if i didnt get to try this time.  Maybe it was Gods way of telling me this isnt it dont waste it, next month is your month.  I so pray I am right.

Thermal Dip

So about the last week I have has pretty consistent temps in the 97.2's-97.3's range.  This morning I had a 96.71!  I think this is a sign.  I believe the Dr said to not worry about testing since with the meds the tests might not be accurate.  But this temp dip means something right?

I called the Dr last week and talked to the nurse.  I had asked her to ask him if I could perhaps come in earlier so that we could track the growth.  She never called back and I'm annoyed.  I have no idea if she even gave him the message and this is not the first time that I have not had a concern addressed!

I will call the Dr at 8 even though Im pretty sure my Dr and my nurse wont even be there yet.  They weird hours.  I pray they will let me come in.  At this point it would be so stupid to let this opportunity slip by.  Honestly do they realize that this is a time sensitive situation?  I mean really this is what you do for a living!

Gonna try again this week

I am on CD9.  Last day of Clomid.  Next Wednesday I will be going in for an U/S and I am praying that we see good follies.  I would do the trigger shot and then 36 hours later I will have IUI.

Oh please Lord be with me and my eggs!